My Daughters: About Being Raped By The U.S. Government

I am posting this to let my daughters know, if any still exist, out of all the clones they made, that I do love them.   I am still fighting to have my babies from pregnancy 2015 returned to me. 

From what I know, they are my biological girls and it their anonymous father, a sperm donor or rapist, who is responsible for their nose and some features that make them look like "Lisa", Armando Avila's wife.

I was being approached and introduced to cloned versions of Sophia before I ever had her myself, and it was at the Guzman's house, with Lisa and Armando there (older clones) and Sophia, and relatives, and a dozen FBI including Julia Thornton.

What I want her to know is that the U.S. government raped me and implanted me with a cloned embryo knowing I was opposed, and that I'm still opposed, to human cloning.

Every single set of Sophia's I gave birth to, starting in 1985, were the resultant children of rape by the U.S. government and specifically, the U.S. FBI was responsible for plotting this out against me and my kids.

When I later tried to bring this up as a point, as a preteen, I was ridiculed and made to feel "shamed" for saying this, and told: "If you want to say such horrible things about your own girls, you don't want them anyway so move on".

Well the truth is, my right is to have the superior position over the rapists.  Rapists do not retain the superior right to raise any child.  It is the practice in Oregon courts, to award custody of children, in a raped situation, to the victim, not the rapist; and the same should be true for situations where the U.S. government has raped little preteen girls, to make machines for themselves and others.

I also resent Lisa's participation and the other 'adoptive' families who were awarded custody of all of them, for siding with the disgusting FBI that rapes little girls.

Sophia needs to know, the FBI has been sponsoring rape so bad, against them, that their vaginal openings were the size of a lemon.  Most little baby girls, should have a vaginal opening that remains the same size as an olive, or something similar, and instead, the U.S. raped them so often, and stretched one of them out, specifically, her insides were the same size as a woman who is an adult and has been having sex with an adult man who has a penis circumference the size of a lemon.

Chris Dabney and the Dabney family are responsible for some of this, and work for the FBI.  The FBI wanted to have a little 'prep' session, forcing me to be there, before implanting me and they had me go from Pippa Middleton's house, to them, to being raped to be implanted with a cloned embryo, to delivering a baby, to being forced to have "dinner" with all the British shits who wanted me raped and delivering clones by age 11.  All the CIA and FBI cared about, was making their British 'assets' happy about torturing little girls and babies.

Out of the deliveries of Sophia, there were always at least 3 baby girls and possibly 4.  The U.S. was trafficking them and hiding them and then I was being told they murdered some of them and I also was forced to murder one of them myself, with Coos Bay Area Hosptial shits who work for the CIA, Pentagon, and FBI, standing by, and FBI.

Because they had so many of the same cloned girls, they were able to stretch out and rape one little baby and leave another one alone, and if anyone was called in to 'investigate', they would switch which baby was at the residence where an investigation was and then say, "You see?  there is no abnormal widening of the vagina....Cameo is delusional".

All of the girls were being tortured and molested and just because at least one lived with my parents, doesn't mean it was only one of them or that U.S. government people just forced someone there to do something--they had all kinds of people going in, and getting access to them, and they were some of the exact same pedophiles and abusers that I suffered damages by myself, as a baby.

Some of women who are involved in "widening" little girl's vaginas, include:  Alicia Nakata, Michelle Erickson, Rani Luv Guzman, Alita Guzman, Gardenia Guzman, Ivory and Dahlia Avila....(all of the older clones of these women, did this to babies and I witnessed it).  Also involved was Lisa and her father, and Robin Bechtold and his girlfriends Wendy and Amanda Bynes, and Chris Dabney and his girlfriends Carley-Massey-Birch and Kate Middleton.

Janet Bechtold, Robin's mother, did this to many baby girls, and had "friends" with her from California including her own mother helping her, and Nancy McKusker.  They also had Mariah Carey, Alicia Keys, Jennifer Lawrence, Taylor Swift, and more women doing this to baby girls.  They explained it to me, when I was little, as "stretching it out" and no one explained what the purpose was.  They used to say, "We can put things in here" and no one fully explained "What" as in, microfilm or bags of cocaine or rolls of money or what.  All they would say is "We're splitting her" and these babies were going into shock from the level of horrific traumatic rape done against them.

They were saying, some of them, "She'll be a hooker by 9 years old" and some said they were making them "more open to adult sex".  Mostly, I heard them say they were "splitting kids" and when I asked what that was, I was told it was to try to force them to have split personalities where the traumatized side would be 'defended' by the side that wanted to forget any of it ever happened.

Every single one of William and Harry (of Wales)'s girlfriends, did this to babies as knowing adult women, and many U.S. employees who stole songs and music from me did this, including Joy Tancer, every single one of the Maiers girls (Barbara Maiers included), Hilary (Ragnar's wife), Helen (a Jewish woman with a brother named "Richard" and a Jewish Mom that worked at HR BLOCK), Catherine Myers (who worked with juvie kids in 'therapy' and controlled information), Brooke Vice, the Rabbi Rose women (all of them, from Laura Rose to Lorraine to Melanie and Tanya), Diana of Wales (Spencer), Kitty Spencer, "Victoria" (Charles Spencers first wife), Melania, Marla, and Ivana Trump and the Trumps, and multiple women from Canada, France, Spain, England, and the U.S. Taylor Dayne and Kirstie Alley were also involved, and Lynda Carter, and Carol Middleton, and "Nichols", Mike Nichols real mother from Canada and maybe his sisters...

I have a huge list of women who were raping baby girls.

They let me watch because they thought I was going to turn out like them and work with them, for the U.S. government, for "money".  I am the only one I know who turned it down, after I first pretended to be interested.

Pippa Middleton, Carol Kane, Speilberg's wife, George Lucas's wife, Mary Del Balzo and her girls Angie and Sarah, Victoria Gotti, I think Angela Bonnano, Angelina Jolie, Jen Garner, Justin's mother or Daniel's mother, Rebecca Allen, "Jenny" the big-breasted Colombian woman Alvaro dated, other Colombian women Alvaro knew, Emma Watson, Kristin Stewart, Michelle Obama, "Char" a black woman who is "Jackson's" mother, Chris Dabney's mother, a Governor from New Mexico,
Lisa Thebault, Shirina Edwin Grimaldi, Patricia Comey (FBI DIrector James Comey's wife), Feta (a Greek woman who went to New Song Church later and is CIA), Leslie Evans and Kathy Kirscher, Monica Allen, Monica Lewinsky (was there but wouldn't let me watch her), Kardashians, Victoria Beckham, Kiera Knightly, Katie Holmes, Charleine Garrett (my cousin) and her older sister, --

It was one woman after the other, raping a little baby girl, and more than one baby girl, and they were and are prepared to rape more of them and I'm sure they continued bc all of them were already grown women--they did it for money.  They were told if they "helped", they got to have some of my money from my songwriting profits--billions of dollars by then, and risk-free from the government.  How could they be sure there was no risk?  The U.S. had Governors, and First Ladies and their kids show up and rape, along with FBI standing by, encouraging it, and cops.

I found out later, the girls they were raping, were my babies, before I'd even had my own babies--I hadn't delivered any kids myself yet, I was under the age of 10, and all these women were showing up to rape baby girls for money.

Other women were Donna Middleton, "Deborah" (from Middleton, TN who worked at a women's homeless shelter in 2010), this girl from Coquille, Oregon who rides a bike and has an entire group of military friends--who stole all my monopoloy tickets each time I had a girl), Rick Baken's wife, Lucy Lu or someone who looked exactly like her, Belinda Garrett (my Grandpa's Garrett's wife, but I didn't see her exactly but she said okay), Nicole Kidman, Kate Winslet ,Bonner's Ferry women, Wenatchee cops who were female, Judge's wives, and several celebrities (they were told they would get money and/or acting or performing jobs out of it).

They were raping a baby that looked like Sophia, the same as my daughters, and Brynn, another girl that Lisa and Armando raise and have raised more than once, but with no real confirmation of actual biological parentage.  I am not sure Brynn is related to "Lisa" or Armando, at all.  And then they started saying they wanted to rape my son too--these women who raped my girls.

It was black women.  They said, "Why not your sons?  Then they can be warriors too" and were saying "We want to rape your sons so they can be 'warriors'."  The other women who said this were white, and with them were Megan Jacquot and Stacey Lowe, and Stacey Stubblefield was possibly one who said this.

They were not just raping my girls, for money and jobs, for themselves, they asked to rape my sons too.

And while many of them did this, I remembered a lot of them having done this very thing to ME when I was a baby, and this was not something new to them or "my idea"--this is something they'd been practicing against babies and little kids, for a long time.

And then THEY are the ones telling me I can't raise my own kids--because I am not like them and I refused to "grow into" their government hate crimes against children. 

Then when all of them got mad, when I tried to turn all of them in, for what they did, they had me gang-raped with teenagers, forcing dildos and a vibrator into my vagina and lifting me up and looking into my eyes saying "Tell us when you 'cum'."  and they raped me until they thought I had orgasmed, as a 10 year old, and then took off, leaving cocaine all over me, and people picking up party messes and one saying, "Carol left to watch baby James but I'll take her some cake" (Carol Middleton).

These people raped my kids, and raped me when I was a kid, and then they continued on with their own lives, all holding govt. jobs or other types and still working for govt., all having committed rape against babies and little kids for "money", and all of them worked against ME to tell ME I couldn't raise my own children, after THEY raped me to have me implanted with a clone and delivering a baby by age 11.

These FBI shit women were trying to intimidate me when I was a little girl, saying they could tell on ME, as if I was the one to blame, and then got the FBI to RAPE me to be pregnant and having a baby at age 11.

I still had big boobs from nursing, when the FBI THEN wanted to fly me to England and have me gloated over by British Royals they did this for.  Staring me down and saying, "So what's your plan now?" because prior to the rape of me, I had disclosed all of these dreams and plans I had for how I would get out from the FBI thumb and make my own money from my own work, and save up and buy a house and so on.

They just sat there, smirking at me:  "So what's your plan now?" (now that we've raped you, made you have a baby and told you YOU'RE NOT A VIRGIN, and are now further exhausting your energies and time by traumatizing you  and your kid with our kidnapping of your only babies from you...hahaha...and that's for 'messing with my "WIFE" and talking about how she rapes BABIES"


They were using government resources to commit hate crimes and protect some of the sickest bitches you ever met.--women who raped babies and little girls for money and then asked, "where's your son? do you have a son? because we want to rape him too."

The U.S govt. had told me, when I was a kid, they stretched out babies vaginas and "raped" them, to make "warriors" out of them.  I disagreed with it when I was a little older, even though I'd seen them do this, and I remembered what they did to me--

Nothing the U.S. did to me was to make me a "warrior"--they repeatedly forced me to work for the govt. and didn't pay me, and even when I was forced to work for military, they didn't pay me, or give me benefits but they made me do the same work, and more, that anyone else did.

I was not only around all of this, I was having more and more death threats about talking or thinking about it and trying to escape.  I was getting beat up and tortured if I showed any sign of being against it or telling someone so one day, I hoped if I allowed what all of them did anyway, and made it look like I was deluded, and gave an incentive, I was hoping that I could turn them all in, including the FBI that were trafficking me, selling me and forcing me to be raped multiple times a day.  It wasn't to be a 'warrior'--they were making money off of each "hit" against me.

When I tried to report them, the FBI then used British Royals and Middletons and themselves, to plot "stopping" me, by raping me and impregnating me to have a baby when I was only 11.

And that's what they called it, "stopping" me and they tried to make all of it look like a 'game' and my idea and it wasn't.  It wasn't my idea when that's what they'd practiced and forced some to practice.  I was about age 9 when I attempted to do a 'sting' on my own, against the FBI.

The FBI, with Pentagon and CIA, tried to kill me over it and then impregnated me and ridiculed me and then they continued impregnating me.

I never had any pregnancy that was not from being raped.

I figured all the kids would be returned to me because I was the one doing the right thing and protecting them.  They were all being raped anyway, and I hoped by pretending to go along, I could force the U.S. to drop their kidnappings of them.

So I HAVE tried, in my life, throughout my entire life, to report the FBI for being sick and corrupt.

I was getting more and more guns at my head around that time too, and people were freaking out because I was getting older and could talk and they knew I could report against them.

Every clone of my son Oliver, that has been born around me since I was a kid, was kidnapped from my sight entirely, by age 11.  All of my sons disappeared.

I pretended to like the FBI the same way I tried to pretend I liked Dabneys, so I wouldn't still be tortured by them and their Middleton IRA thugs for "thinking" about them.

When I told FBI, to their faces, "I pretended to like you and I hate your guts"--they forced me to be gang-raped repeatedly, non-stop by multiple people and had guns at my head again saying "Pretend like you like it".

The FBI and all of the shits the FBI was laundering money for, was punishing ME, a little girl, for trying to protect myself and my own kids.

The FBI had me gang-raped like this, and then forced into a porn studio, for over 3 years.